Reaching out into the interweb,
When I probably should be reaching out with my voice,
To a friend, or a loved one.
I am biding my time before one hopeful shot at a better cognitive experience.
It is becoming clear to me how much pharmacology affects my personality.… Read the rest
Blah LaLa
cocoon
Am I ever going to feel better? Or is this life now?… Read the rest
midnight snacks, hehe
thinking of maybe a bite of a muffin with some butter and some honey.
Just like a little possum up a tree in the darkness of the bush.… Read the rest
cbf
I could go a cigarette.
Looking for some kind of rushhhhh.
When nothing feels good.
Waiting it out.… Read the rest
practicality speaking
Maybe this intense visceral rejection of blogging/life’s burrs will set me up for a happier life in its second half.
Maybe that is one of the benefits of peri – cutting through the stuff that doesn’t serve us.
Because it is not much of a connection/plan/situation if I am honest.… Read the rest
wrong
What hell.
I feel like I should be on the coast.
And I am stuck here in this rut.
If my dream last night was anything to go by, then I am entering a new phase in my life.
And it feels bad.… Read the rest
those cuts are not equal
I could catch the train up on Saturday.
10 hours, or hundreds of dollars for the plane, is a long way to come without at least knowing we will catch up.
Can we make a plan?… Read the rest
the things I am supposed to do
Blahhhh.
It feels like a critical misstep perhaps, , , since, this is the last long weekend before Easter, , , and, , , Easter feels like a different world.
It is not so nice. To think that it was up to me to make the trip, and, , , do what?!?… Read the rest
fizzle
I am starting to come good. . .
And the reason why I am not heading up to the coast this weekend is because my Dad is coming down here for a family commitment.
It feels like something is unravelling, and that makes sense to me.… Read the rest
climbing this stumbling block
Downloading this moment in time,
So that I can get the motivation to work, work, work.
Not sure that it is going to happen. I need someone to hold my hand, apparently, , , lol… Read the rest