There is something on my mind. . . so perhaps I should spill the tea!
I got the sense that my friend was interested in my dating event idea. . . but when I pitched it to them, they didn’t seem to jump up and down about the idea.
The next day someone mentioned the bird coast (of my origins), , , and someone else (perhaps) mentioned the event that happens there over the Jan 26 long weekend.
It has me thinking I suppose. . . because I asked some of my friends if they would like to join me for the weekend up there, and at least one person was interested. . . Then I was thinking about my dating biz idea. . .
Um
I am not sure. . . I don’t get the sense that my friend is willing to come and find me down here. Neither are they willing to pick up the phone so it would seem. They have mentioned that event numerous times over the years, , , but every time I go back to the coast we do seem to try and avoid each other like the plague.
Do you feel where I am going with this?
Maybe I could launch what I am thinking in terms of a dating event on the coast. . . It is a very vulnerable thing to suggest. . . because what if they didn’t come? Ouch!!
What could go right?
There are some definite positives. Despite the mess I caused there, it could be a good way to redeem myself on some level publicly. . . And my network is (relatively) strong there, despite the aforementioned fall from grace. . . I feel it would be easier in some ways to get the word out. . .
In any case, it is always ME being vulnerable, and stepping up. . . It is hard to extend this olive branch to someone who I think may not even want to be with me in the real world.
My friend, could you please share some thoughts about this? (When you get the chance. . . I am going to try to sleep in a few))) haha. . . my penchant for discussing uppity subjects late at night knows no bounds!! Hah!