not speaking ((very well))

Wowwwww!!!

I can’t see much on my screen (althouggh this particular window is WhItE, which is nice).

I am thinking of getting to bega, , , and I have to be careful here too.

Careful EVERYWHERE . . it is dangerous to sit in public and to write my words.… Read the rest

this is not working

Something has to give.
I am caught between two worlds. . . quite literally, , , and I am not going anywhere until it is resolved.

I was leading that dance, and the partner I was in that part of the world with didn’t feel comfortable with it.… Read the rest

out of the funk

So, , l o, lo, lo, , , the funk. . .

twirling the neural networks back together. . . threading like with like with my fingers, , , until it breaks. . .

it wasn’t just the psychosis, it wasn’t just the medication bungle, it was also gremlins in my machine, , , and breaking the fur, , , the rules.… Read the rest