Category: blog

Writing doesn’t always ‘take you there’.
Writing is sometimes cringe.

Then, we are invited to regret backpedalling too!… Read the rest

If I wasn’t listening to music with rapt attention would I be listening to someone telling a story?

The whole attachment situation is confusing, so I may simply refrain from comment.

Or just say – it is not exactly productive!… Read the rest

Maybe this intense visceral rejection of blogging/life’s burrs will set me up for a happier life in its second half.

Maybe that is one of the benefits of peri – cutting through the stuff that doesn’t serve us.

Because it is not much of a connection/plan/situation if I am honest.… Read the rest

What about school?

I want to go back to school this year, perhaps.

Studying what?! For what purpose. I know these are decisions I need to make, but the electronic noise is so confusing today.

This feels like no way to live.… Read the rest

I guess it feels like there are all these loose threads.

And I have been engaging in ways that are not based in physical reality.

So I have no real information about which direction to turn.

And these relationships are not even the most important thing in my world.… Read the rest

How old am I going to be before DeLulu is someone I can call my friend?

It WAS strange back on the coast. Like I could have bumped into him. And maybe because for once I know this person in the flesh, that would have been a NICE really nice thing.… Read the rest

I think it may have been someone else who was messing with my compass today. . .

The noise, and the electronic chocolate, it had me come unstuck.

Before this era, I spent so long in the grips of it.

Neglecting a true friend.… Read the rest