Personal blog
Maybe this intense visceral rejection of blogging/life’s burrs will set me up for a happier life in its second half.
Maybe that is one of the benefits of peri – cutting through the stuff that doesn’t serve us.
Because it is not much of a connection/plan/situation if I am honest.… Read the rest
I am not getting a sense of a big push of support for this escapist plan.
It was a full moon last night (I think), and I barely slept.
Now, I am considering coming back for a week. . . to look see some.… Read the rest
What about school?
I want to go back to school this year, perhaps.
Studying what?! For what purpose. I know these are decisions I need to make, but the electronic noise is so confusing today.
This feels like no way to live.… Read the rest
I guess it feels like there are all these loose threads.
And I have been engaging in ways that are not based in physical reality.
So I have no real information about which direction to turn.
And these relationships are not even the most important thing in my world.… Read the rest
How old am I going to be before DeLulu is someone I can call my friend?
It WAS strange back on the coast. Like I could have bumped into him. And maybe because for once I know this person in the flesh, that would have been a NICE really nice thing.… Read the rest
I think it may have been someone else who was messing with my compass today. . .
The noise, and the electronic chocolate, it had me come unstuck.
Before this era, I spent so long in the grips of it.
Neglecting a true friend.… Read the rest