Maybe the coast isn’t it.
Unless it is.
Maybe there is somewhere for me.
i suppose I am just hung up on the fact that my timing was poor.
I wasn’t supposed to be there 2024/2025. I was supposed to be there 2025/2026.… Read the rest
Category: everyday life (page 2)
a different kind of magnet
I am not going to lie.
I am still drawn to the coast this year.
There is quite a bit happening up there.
And my moon and stars are talking about a different community, might be able to get out from under this family business sticky ick if I am there.… Read the rest
slowly killing me
Would you like to know what is wrong with me?
(Apart from the obvious issues arising from my mental illness).
It is this house.
It is so wrong for me.
Sometimes, when I am in it I feel like I need to detonate myself like a bomb.… Read the rest
a break from my favourites
I still don’t feel like I belong in my neighbourhood this year.
Feel like I gotsta get out and explore the world.
Can’t spend this year revisiting old favourites in this city.
Just gotta stand up and make it happen – no matter what it takes!… Read the rest
real life high
Something has lifted overnight.
And now, I want a ‘real life high’. I want to do something in my world that will lift the roof off my mood.
Because I am back to baseline, perhaps.
A morning coffee is a little bit of that.… Read the rest
facing the forces that shaped me
I am supposed to be at the coast, right?
That is where I think you want me to be.
(or somewhere else)…
And my parents believe that I should be here.
So, going to stay with them would be like a strange schism of sorts.… Read the rest
so stuck right now
yes. . . This *is bullshit.
I am slowly but surely sliding into depression. And I don’t know how to rebuild my world.
I feel like I need help and you are (mostly) so far away.… Read the rest
and roll
Just feeling like expression for the sake of it, , ,
not so smart!!
It was understandable that my trauma was activated in Morwell I think. Strange place, unfamiliar people. A man who wanted to buy me a drink.
I should get back to work!… Read the rest
Confused a bit
I guess I am confused very confused because either you are suggesting I go to the movies tonight, or you are encouraging me to date, or both.
It just feels a littlE weird you know? Like maybe you would like me to date other people to get practice or to… I do know.… Read the rest
hope you are all doing well
So much work to do!!
So little timeeeee, , , heh.
(Not really), but I am not in the MOOD for art, , , even though I could prolly sit down and DO IT for 2 hours (or even one hourr of EVERY DAYYY).… Read the rest