Personal blog
There is something about wrangling tech in the days of AI that inspires repeated sensations of pure irritability.
I feel like I want to do something to discharge the potential.
Exercise and a sauna would probably be ideal. I have tickets for a movie, so hopefully a glass of red wine and some interesting entertainment will do just as well.… Read the rest
Something has changed.
Something is up…
It might be a good idea! (This ‘texting’ brings false intimacy and is therefore a waste of time, according to the experts).
I can’t know what you are thinking.
I hope you are having a good day 🙂… Read the rest
It is interesting to visit Soul Gardening after a big break, and read back on the past year or so worth of public posts.
It has me wondering – what is the purpose of this website? And what good can I do here?… Read the rest
I feel like getting out for a walk would be so good for me, but I feel so weak.
Maybe this is one of those situations where I should FORCE myself to get up and out. It will probably be good.… Read the rest
Soooooo sleepy….
It also feels like I have been tensing all my muscles, or holding my breath, and recently I had cause to breathe outt, or relaz a little, but it just feels like my energy levels have dropped again, and I am back at square one.… Read the rest
Drats!
I think I am going to UBER over to the movies tonight. It is an extra expense, but my nervous system is so shot. I don’t want to drive, or catch PT.
I did some Vinyasa yoga, which felt nice to move the energy around my body, but I am so wrecked now.… Read the rest
Something is sucking all the joy out of my life, and I think it might be the cutting down of this connection (but I am not sure).
If I could really trust that person, and if I wasn’t so prone to vulnerability and oversharing, that would be something!… Read the rest
It was interesting to come in contact with our Salsa teacher today, after absorbing a lot of media about his life on social media since the last class.
It felt strange, if I am honest. And it made me realise that no one ever lives up to the lives they put online, or on social media.… Read the rest
Coming home is usually such a growth experience for me.
I tend to learn a lot about myself and how I have been impacted by our family dynamic.
Hopefully I can carry these lessons with me as I travel.
I could look back at what I wrote during my last visit and see if it helped me develop.… Read the rest
Making the same mistake. Over and over again.
The mistake is putting my feelings into words, and articulating them.
Most other people move through their feelings without committing them to paper.
I am looking for a new way to let my feelings move through me.… Read the rest