wintry and quiet

For the first time since moving to Melbourne, the wintry weather bothered me today.
There is something about feeling so sick, so crappy, so sad;
And then stepping out into that .

There is some dwelling in my private world right now, perhaps.… Read the rest

the funk

It feels like these opportunities for connection become active at the last minute. Which doesn’t make me feel in the least bit good.

I guess maybe I am never going to feel ready, so perhaps I should just get on with it.… Read the rest

this is not working

Something has to give.
I am caught between two worlds. . . quite literally, , , and I am not going anywhere until it is resolved.

I was leading that dance, and the partner I was in that part of the world with didn’t feel comfortable with it.… Read the rest