Personal blog
It might have been nice to go back to the coast for Mother’s Day.
The idea provides the tiniest modicum of relief from some kind of disembodied waste, probably orchestrated by bots for all I know.
As it is I have an appointment at the hospital tomorrow for something my panic merchant doctor wants to get checked out.… Read the rest
For the first time since moving to Melbourne, the wintry weather bothered me today.
There is something about feeling so sick, so crappy, so sad;
And then stepping out into that .
There is some dwelling in my private world right now, perhaps.… Read the rest
It feels like these opportunities for connection become active at the last minute. Which doesn’t make me feel in the least bit good.
I guess maybe I am never going to feel ready, so perhaps I should just get on with it.… Read the rest
Something has to give.
I am caught between two worlds. . . quite literally, , , and I am not going anywhere until it is resolved.
I was leading that dance, and the partner I was in that part of the world with didn’t feel comfortable with it.… Read the rest
They couldn’t want to love her for real if they didn’t feel the need to reach out and open the window to their world, right?
She wondered if maybe her written words were not labouring in the cause of love, in any case.… Read the rest