Personal blog
To up and travel might be a lonelier kind of life.
Lonelier than nurturing the roots of my friendship here.
Or somewhere.
I am feeling like there is someone missing from my life.
And it feels so weird that I should keep writing, when no one gets in touch.… Read the rest
Something has lifted overnight.
And now, I want a ‘real life high’. I want to do something in my world that will lift the roof off my mood.
Because I am back to baseline, perhaps.
A morning coffee is a little bit of that.… Read the rest
Right you are.
It was too much.
I needed to ‘stick to my fruit toast’. HAHA.
Well it really is a beautiful day!… Read the rest
I am thinking of the reasons that 2026 has started in such a messy way in my world (not to mention more generally).
At one point I remembered the cake that my mother had bought me for my 40th birthday, which ended up going into the bin.… Read the rest
That doesn’t sound too good.
I haven’t even read the post. And I know it isn’t good.
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It is hard to write at the moment. It is hard to concentrate. . . because I am consumed awith my failings in the past.… Read the rest
A sickness to the stomach, so vile.
Borne from the realisation that she can’t switch it off.
Can’t ‘refuse to go back there’.
It is a bitter loneliness to walk some uncharted path,
With ‘friends’ who refuse to speak to her.… Read the rest