Personal blog
There is something about wrangling tech in the days of AI that inspires repeated sensations of pure irritability.
I feel like I want to do something to discharge the potential.
Exercise and a sauna would probably be ideal. I have tickets for a movie, so hopefully a glass of red wine and some interesting entertainment will do just as well.… Read the rest
I feel so happy this evening.
I want to lift the roof with music and dopamine.
It is so wonderful to have finally got a grip where my business is concerned.
I am stunned that after all these years, it is all coming together so logically.… Read the rest
I am in an unusual mood where anything too evocative emotionally or in a sensory sense feels like it is overstimulating.
The antidote is classical and ambient music and a warm shower I think!
Something changes when I have a value adding product to sell.… Read the rest
I want something exciting to break through this day and WAKE ME UP.
I want some kind of rush, dopamine or otherwise.
Excitement and brisk sensory stimulation is what I want today.… Read the rest
I need to imbibe my mind in floral tea and soft, bleepy music tonight.
It was a great day. I put a feeler out about a service I am thinking of providing in my nutrition business and it got a lot of interest.… Read the rest
I have just finished work for the evening.
What a messy night of duplicate tables, stalling imports and an abundance of errors. . .
I need to imbibe my mind and my soul with classical and ambient music, and wash the uncomfortable senses of this day away with a sensory feast of beauty and calm.… Read the rest
Downloading this moment in time,
So that I can get the motivation to work, work, work.
Not sure that it is going to happen. I need someone to hold my hand, apparently, , , lol… Read the rest
Something has lifted overnight.
And now, I want a ‘real life high’. I want to do something in my world that will lift the roof off my mood.
Because I am back to baseline, perhaps.
A morning coffee is a little bit of that.… Read the rest
yes. . . This *is bullshit.
I am slowly but surely sliding into depression. And I don’t know how to rebuild my world.
I feel like I need help and you are (mostly) so far away.… Read the rest
So much work to do!!
So little timeeeee, , , heh.
(Not really), but I am not in the MOOD for art, , , even though I could prolly sit down and DO IT for 2 hours (or even one hourr of EVERY DAYYY).… Read the rest