Personal blog
Blahhhh.
It feels like a critical misstep perhaps, , , since, this is the last long weekend before Easter, , , and, , , Easter feels like a different world.
It is not so nice. To think that it was up to me to make the trip, and, , , do what?!?… Read the rest
Downloading this moment in time,
So that I can get the motivation to work, work, work.
Not sure that it is going to happen. I need someone to hold my hand, apparently, , , lol… Read the rest
What am I in actual fact, , , doing???
Am I ok with the idea of sitting around on my bum for 8 hours 9or more) a day, five days (or more a week)?
I could carve out a professional niche professionally perhaps.… Read the rest
Something has lifted overnight.
And now, I want a ‘real life high’. I want to do something in my world that will lift the roof off my mood.
Because I am back to baseline, perhaps.
A morning coffee is a little bit of that.… Read the rest
yes. . . This *is bullshit.
I am slowly but surely sliding into depression. And I don’t know how to rebuild my world.
I feel like I need help and you are (mostly) so far away.… Read the rest
So much work to do!!
So little timeeeee, , , heh.
(Not really), but I am not in the MOOD for art, , , even though I could prolly sit down and DO IT for 2 hours (or even one hourr of EVERY DAYYY).… Read the rest
GM, hehe, , , good morrrrrning, , , hehe, , ,
I know that it is 3:13 AM, but i need to get busy. . .
(or I am busy)
Plotting and scheming (on the fly0))))) – – – and now I just needed to talk to someone, , ,because I have been up since 1:30 AM,,,, and my mind needs to breeeeeaaaaaaaattttttthhhhhhheeeeee, , ,
(I am being attached by SPIDERS now)) and it is not good.… Read the rest