Personal blog
Splats.
There is something sobering about a situation where it simultaneously feels like I have made a terrible mistake and ‘it is all in my head’.
So it feels like the world is about to fall apart, it is my fault and yet at the same time I am completely foolish, and unable to share my fears with another living soul.… Read the rest
It is a hideous day here today.
Just awful.
Last night the weather was so bad during the night that it woke me up numerous times.
It felt like the wind was blowing directly behind the head of my bed.
Just horrid.… Read the rest
I do think that it might be a particularly good idea.
Even if my neurology is effed up.
O.u.c.h… excitement.
I am hoping you will tell me what you think.… Read the rest
I want to say it is a spiffing idea.
I want to say ‘I would love to come and visit’. Especially when there is something so nice happening.
And I am feeling pretty average.
Conversation is not easy right now.
It sucks beyond every measure.… Read the rest
I am not getting a sense of a big push of support for this escapist plan.
It was a full moon last night (I think), and I barely slept.
Now, I am considering coming back for a week. . . to look see some.… Read the rest
I still don’t feel like I belong in my neighbourhood this year.
Feel like I gotsta get out and explore the world.
Can’t spend this year revisiting old favourites in this city.
Just gotta stand up and make it happen – no matter what it takes!… Read the rest
I was thinking about how interesting it is that there is a kind of ‘sensory fingerprint’ that different cities have. Sydney has a particular feeling about it, and it is likely unique to me, with my life history and physiology.
A unique combination of culture, urban form and every individual’s experiential history makes a city’s sensory fingerprint!… Read the rest