the push and the pull

My subconscious’s idea for escape this morning was the best yet.

Three options so far.

If only I wasn’t feeling like such crap.

This too shall pass (perhaps).

You strung it out for all these years. Now all that is left is hot air and a desire to jump ship.… Read the rest

slowly killing me

Would you like to know what is wrong with me?

(Apart from the obvious issues arising from my mental illness).

It is this house.

It is so wrong for me.

Sometimes, when I am in it I feel like I need to detonate myself like a bomb.… Read the rest