Maybe I have been feeling like I need to escape because of something that is happening with the moon and the stars.
I have certainly felt for quite a while now that I don’t ‘belong’ in Melbourne right now.
And I am not entirely sure ‘why’.
Some of it is due to the energy in my bedroom.
Or because my life seemed ‘boring’ from an objective point of view.
That is until I go out and reconnect with friends and realise that it is people who are the most important part of any home.
It is just that it is harder to connect and bond with people in faraway places when life has roots here.
Is throwing all the balls of my life in the air healthy or fun? Because as I am healing, it feels comforting to reintegrate into my city. Even though life IS different now, or has the potential to become different.
I am wondering. . . Maybe there is a reason why I want to be untethered to a location right now.
It is about bonding. But not just with people here. . .