Category: mood

It feels weird in my body where they put the camera inside.

I bought some beer on the way home – to celebrate a completely normal result, but given how strange I am feeling after invasive surgery, I might have a cup of tea instead.… Read the rest

Something quite different about the quality of my energy today.

The day sits on a foundation of optimism that is invigorating… purposeful.

What can I do with this time?

Tucked up in my cosy house, with the rain pouring outside. … Read the rest

For someone who was so sure that being away from my apartment was the antidote, it sure feels strange to walk home through another neighbourhood’s streets.

The way that my senses interpret the world has shifted through some notches.

A cabaret show that lets a sense of the punk and the carni in.… Read the rest

Today I walked through a vibrant part of my city that I haven’t been to for a while. The trip home brought something alive in me. It made me fall in love with my city all over again. … Read the rest

I could go a cigarette.

Looking for some kind of rushhhhh.

When nothing feels good.

Waiting it out.… Read the rest

Maybe I have been feeling like I need to escape because of something that is happening with the moon and the stars.

I have certainly felt for quite a while now that I don’t ‘belong’ in Melbourne right now.

And I am not entirely sure ‘why’.… Read the rest

A weird energy,

That makes me want to keep the doors to my soul closed for a few.

At least until the energy of the evening shifts,

Into some other kind of mood.… Read the rest