Bonne Nuit . . . I feel softly sad in my deepest of hearts tonight. It is bittersweet. . . But my concentration is blurry. . . or fuzzy around the edges. . . i suppose I have just never felt quite so EXCITED for seeing someone.… Read the rest
Category: mood
haha good times
There is nothing like it!
The only thing that would match this energy is . . . **connection** (I think)!!
I am tonguing for another beer, but I am going to put a lid on that craving.
How could it seem like (in some moments), like life is going to $hit, and then in others, , , like.… Read the rest
the lid
I am in an unusual mood where anything too evocative emotionally or in a sensory sense feels like it is overstimulating.
The antidote is classical and ambient music and a warm shower I think!
Something changes when I have a value adding product to sell.… Read the rest
silence can be refreshing
for once I want to be in silence.
every song that I put on is making me feel uncomfortable.
maybe my nervous system is shot today.
I am not looking forward to this night because I don’t think, given the state of a few critical relationships, that I am going to sleep.… Read the rest
makes nooooo sense
It is true I think that exercise makes one feel sexy.
What are you doing on that side of the screen anyway?
I am right here!!… Read the rest
something bigger than me
Maybe music is the only thing that will make me feel.… Read the rest
saying nothing
I feel sad.
I want to give up.
Reaching out when I am in a balanced state of mind leaves me feeling empty.… Read the rest
blank walls and empty spaces
I guess I just feel thwarted.
I send these thoughts and ideas out into the world.
But there is no real connection from you.
Or I am in my house on a wintry Wednesday afternoon, and you are leaving me alone.… Read the rest
a bit dangerous!!
The sun came out today, and I have a thirst that only beer could quench.
It is tempting, because it is happy hour – and, , , I am worried that once I start with a beer who knows where I will end up, given the mood that I am in!!… Read the rest
maybe everything is changing
the bitter winds of loneliness feel like truth in my soul.
perhaps i imagined the whole thing.
and now i have to stitch back together the pieces of my reality and my heart.
i feel like building a completely different world.… Read the rest