Author: LaLa (page 15)

chocolate hedgehogs

Ouch!
Hmmmm, , , I am thinkinf of things that my barista said. . .
That was a nice idea you had, I thought – about the musical outift.
Maybe we could be in a band together?
You say: ‘what do you?’… Read the rest

if I had taken more care

I am thinking of the little girl with the pink bike, who doesn’t want to ‘ride it’…
She said that her dad ‘promised’ he would push it for her, , , but she doesn’t want to ride the bike. She wants her mum, but her muchly mum was not there.… Read the rest

talk a little (in the miid)

GM, hehe, , , good morrrrrning, , , hehe, , ,

I know that it is 3:13 AM, but i need to get busy. . .

(or I am busy)

Plotting and scheming (on the fly0))))) – – – and now I just needed to talk to someone, , ,because I have been up since 1:30 AM,,,, and my mind needs to breeeeeaaaaaaaattttttthhhhhhheeeeee, , ,

(I am being attached by SPIDERS now)) and it is not good.… Read the rest

the funk

It feels like these opportunities for connection become active at the last minute. Which doesn’t make me feel in the least bit good.

I guess maybe I am never going to feel ready, so perhaps I should just get on with it.… Read the rest

noise

I think it may have been someone else who was messing with my compass today. . .

The noise, and the electronic chocolate, it had me come unstuck.

Before this era, I spent so long in the grips of it.

Neglecting a true friend.… Read the rest

Hovering

I am weakened again now.
And stuck between two worlds. With ten minutes to get on a train that I don’t want to get on.
I might stay here for a night.
I need to work out what I am doing in my business.… Read the rest

Stuffed up??!!

I am not excited. And I feel bad about the fact that I am on my way back to the coast.

90% chance of rain tomorrow and missing a gig tonight.

I finally got on the train and it feels all wrong.… Read the rest

buy whyyyy

I am thinking of the reasons that 2026 has started in such a messy way in my world (not to mention more generally).

At one point I remembered the cake that my mother had bought me for my 40th birthday, which ended up going into the bin.… Read the rest