Personal blog
I guess it feels like there are all these loose threads.
And I have been engaging in ways that are not based in physical reality.
So I have no real information about which direction to turn.
And these relationships are not even the most important thing in my world.… Read the rest
yes. . . This *is bullshit.
I am slowly but surely sliding into depression. And I don’t know how to rebuild my world.
I feel like I need help and you are (mostly) so far away.… Read the rest
How old am I going to be before DeLulu is someone I can call my friend?
It WAS strange back on the coast. Like I could have bumped into him. And maybe because for once I know this person in the flesh, that would have been a NICE really nice thing.… Read the rest
Heh, I think you might be nervous Mouse?!
‘See you in 2027!!’ hahaha
sending lots of love to you and yours x… Read the rest
Lol, at least you don’t have to deal with this !! Lololol
Middle East Tensions Rise as US Threatens to Drop Melania Movie On Iran… Read the rest
China is upset with me.
I can feel it. (And/or see it).
I guess the point is that Mouse was always driving a stolen car.
And I played along, , ,like some kind of loose woman…
I am sorry.
I thought you were my friend.… Read the rest
I told Astro that maybe we wouldn’t be ‘exclusive’ until after we know if we fit together.
Somehow I find it difficult to think about meeting Mouse before Astro. . . not sure why. . . but if we met, , , … Read the rest
Just feeling like expression for the sake of it, , ,
not so smart!!
It was understandable that my trauma was activated in Morwell I think. Strange place, unfamiliar people. A man who wanted to buy me a drink.
I should get back to work!… Read the rest
Maybe something CAN be done. . . It just required rising u p and pushing through this significant inertia, , ,
The world is quiet outside, , , maybe I have missed my chance?
(Maybe the story isn’t written yet!)… Read the rest
Okay, , , so. ..
This is not good. . . I am sorry if you are feeling bad.
I had an opportunity to meet you both, perhaps, , , and, , , I was so unwell.
Maybe I should have met you both at my worst.… Read the rest