dawning

The timing couldn’t be worse if I am honest.

Setting off into the sunrise with the knowledge that friendship I thought was around me is most likely simply an illusion.

It will be good, because when I have processed it I will be free of that weight in my soul.… Read the rest

The realness

I am beyond exhausted.
waves of anxiety have washed over me intermittently over the last few days.

Now, it becomes evident that the traffic across these blogs are bots and there is few real humans here, if at all.

so, I am free, I guess.… Read the rest

attention lost

Sitting in my bed,

Enjoying a quiet, lazy morning,

And feeling morose because I haven’t had any attention today.

It always threatens to leave me in peace.

And then comes back.

Maybe this time I will find freedom.

Maybe this time I will stand up for myself.… Read the rest