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I feel so much better after an afternoon nap. And the wool has fallen from my eyes. I think I need to start dating in the real world so that I can find someone who actually wants to be in my life and my world.… Read the rest

wonky the walrus ;-)

It seems as though maybe I was correct on this occasion.

The scent of the bushland on the way to the river cafe bleeds through my consciousness. That is where I want to be. In the bush.

Dehydration ensues – no amount of water will quench this parchment.… Read the rest

dawning

The timing couldn’t be worse if I am honest.

Setting off into the sunrise with the knowledge that friendship I thought was around me is most likely simply an illusion.

It will be good, because when I have processed it I will be free of that weight in my soul.… Read the rest

The realness

I am beyond exhausted.
waves of anxiety have washed over me intermittently over the last few days.

Now, it becomes evident that the traffic across these blogs are bots and there is few real humans here, if at all.

so, I am free, I guess.… Read the rest

attention lost

Sitting in my bed,

Enjoying a quiet, lazy morning,

And feeling morose because I haven’t had any attention today.

It always threatens to leave me in peace.

And then comes back.

Maybe this time I will find freedom.

Maybe this time I will stand up for myself.… Read the rest