I feel so much better after an afternoon nap. And the wool has fallen from my eyes. I think I need to start dating in the real world so that I can find someone who actually wants to be in my life and my world.… Read the rest
Category: blah
it makes me want to cut you off/ignore you
I feel annoysed , , ,
Mouse talks in my ideas and it is peeving me off. I literally have nothing of this person, or next to nothing.… Read the rest
suggesting what?
It doesn’t feel right for some reason. . . I mean. . .
Maybe, lady.
What if he is upset? What is it going to take?… Read the rest
wonky the walrus ;-)
It seems as though maybe I was correct on this occasion.
The scent of the bushland on the way to the river cafe bleeds through my consciousness. That is where I want to be. In the bush.
Dehydration ensues – no amount of water will quench this parchment.… Read the rest
dawning
The timing couldn’t be worse if I am honest.
Setting off into the sunrise with the knowledge that friendship I thought was around me is most likely simply an illusion.
It will be good, because when I have processed it I will be free of that weight in my soul.… Read the rest
The realness
I am beyond exhausted.
waves of anxiety have washed over me intermittently over the last few days.
Now, it becomes evident that the traffic across these blogs are bots and there is few real humans here, if at all.
so, I am free, I guess.… Read the rest
attention lost
Sitting in my bed,
Enjoying a quiet, lazy morning,
And feeling morose because I haven’t had any attention today.
It always threatens to leave me in peace.
And then comes back.
Maybe this time I will find freedom.
Maybe this time I will stand up for myself.… Read the rest