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pivot energy

I am not sure that listening to Sook’s astrology is the best thing for me.

Sure, I felt the shift on Tuesday, and since then. But EFF!!

Maybe I am holding on too tight to the idea that I belong to another community this year.… Read the rest

so overrrrr it

Angry, angry, angry.

Yesterday I had a vision of myself being VERY VERY Angry at a protest. .. I feel angry now.

And that would be a GOOD thing right?

To get angry enough to actually stand up and say ‘eff this!!’… Read the rest

grrrrr. – – – — doing WHAT?

What am I in actual fact, , , doing???

Am I ok with the idea of sitting around on my bum for 8 hours 9or more) a day, five days (or more a week)?
I could carve out a professional niche professionally perhaps.… Read the rest

Maybe the coast isn’t it.
Unless it is.
Maybe there is somewhere for me.
i suppose I am just hung up on the fact that my timing was poor.
I wasn’t supposed to be there 2024/2025. I was supposed to be there 2025/2026.… Read the rest

funk

This doesn’t sound or feel good.
Maybe I aM supposed to be somewhere.
Maybe I was right about that.
And yet with their words people will say that I should be here with this ball and chain dog.
All I want to do is touch base with you in the real world.… Read the rest

facing the forces that shaped me

I am supposed to be at the coast, right?
That is where I think you want me to be.
(or somewhere else)…
And my parents believe that I should be here.
So, going to stay with them would be like a strange schism of sorts.… Read the rest

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except that the \\\ promise of sleep once in bed is fraught with…danger, i guess. Some kind of psychological distress.

blahhhhhhhhhhh

31/1/2026 – 2:27 AM – ‘thank feck that is over!’… Read the rest

soooooo sleepy

Wowwww, , , have I ever been this exhausted/sleepy?

I can’t keep my eyes open on any endeavour.

GoodnighT!!! ((sleep tight))… Read the rest

Confused a bit

I guess I am confused very confused because either you are suggesting I go to the movies tonight, or you are encouraging me to date, or both.

It just feels a littlE weird you know? Like maybe you would like me to date other people to get practice or to… I do know.… Read the rest

not speaking ((very well))

Wowwwww!!!

I can’t see much on my screen (althouggh this particular window is WhItE, which is nice).

I am thinking of getting to bega, , , and I have to be careful here too.

Careful EVERYWHERE . . it is dangerous to sit in public and to write my words.… Read the rest

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