What am I in actual fact, , , doing???
Am I ok with the idea of sitting around on my bum for 8 hours 9or more) a day, five days (or more a week)?
I could carve out a professional niche professionally perhaps. . . but I would still be on the web.
sTILL SITTING ON MY ARSE. . . And how is it going to help us get out from under this 50 tonnes of ‘stuck’??
I can’t abandon my mother, , , and she wants out too.
If I stay here, what is going to change this year? . . . I daresay that nothing is going to change.
All my support work clients except for one had a clean break this eyar. . . I can’t help thinking that is for a reason.
And when I do support work, it might help a little bit. It doesn’t feel like it helps a LOT. . . It also takes my focus away from my mother’s business, , , so it just drags on and on, , , killing her, probably. . .
I feel so ANGRY!!! And that is a goood thing, , , right??? I FEEL LIKE SOMETHING NEEDS TO CHANGE in , , , , my world,