Author: LaLa (page 10)

the funk

It feels like these opportunities for connection become active at the last minute. Which doesn’t make me feel in the least bit good.

I guess maybe I am never going to feel ready, so perhaps I should just get on with it.… Read the rest

noise

I think it may have been someone else who was messing with my compass today. . .

The noise, and the electronic chocolate, it had me come unstuck.

Before this era, I spent so long in the grips of it.

Neglecting a true friend.… Read the rest

this is not working

Something has to give.
I am caught between two worlds. . . quite literally, , , and I am not going anywhere until it is resolved.

I was leading that dance, and the partner I was in that part of the world with didn’t feel comfortable with it.… Read the rest

Hovering

I am weakened again now.
And stuck between two worlds. With ten minutes to get on a train that I don’t want to get on.
I might stay here for a night.
I need to work out what I am doing in my business.… Read the rest

Stuffed up??!!

I am not excited. And I feel bad about the fact that I am on my way back to the coast.

90% chance of rain tomorrow and missing a gig tonight.

I finally got on the train and it feels all wrong.… Read the rest

buy whyyyy

I am thinking of the reasons that 2026 has started in such a messy way in my world (not to mention more generally).

At one point I remembered the cake that my mother had bought me for my 40th birthday, which ended up going into the bin.… Read the rest