I am so screwed. . . and I feel landlocked. . . this is not great.
And love forces you need to stand up and look at yourself in the mirror and look at all your flaws. . . … Read the rest
Author: LaLa (page 11)
what is inside
Blah, blah, blah…
the comedown is one of the trickiest parts. especially when it feels like so much has been squandered.
strange, how my illness lifts on his last day. .. there is more than one reason for that. . .… Read the rest
out of the funk
So, , l o, lo, lo, , , the funk. . .
twirling the neural networks back together. . . threading like with like with my fingers, , , until it breaks. . .
it wasn’t just the psychosis, it wasn’t just the medication bungle, it was also gremlins in my machine, , , and breaking the fur, , , the rules.… Read the rest
what is the story with the cars ((out there))??
Hello,
I am feeling a little. . .
well, , , a little not so well.
it is just a headache. . . so it should pass with some aspirin perhaps.
The cars are getting quite ROWDY outside, , , and there is still this matter of my neighbourhood, , , some not so nice happenings.… Read the rest
one almum, , , haha album more. . . perhaps. . . and then.
‘I don’t want to. . . I don’t want to’
Hehe.
Prolly a bit easier to write when I have eaten a bite.
I don’t know WHAT I am doing, , , (if I am honest. . . aaaahhhhhh)))))))) –
It is difficutl to write.… Read the rest
too much fun!! *aaahh
Ummmm, , , hehe. . . what time is it?
I shouldn’t even be writing these words, , but I am. . . ((and that is not ehb))
Ummmmm, , , lolololol,
i thought ‘i shoulg go’ hehe. . . and I have had more that, , , lol, I can’t even write.… Read the rest
more ouchies, , , and some kind of warning perhaps
That doesn’t sound too good.
I haven’t even read the post. And I know it isn’t good.
…
It is hard to write at the moment. It is hard to concentrate. . . because I am consumed awith my failings in the past.… Read the rest
out the door ((then)). . .
There was simply nothing for it.
She needed to get off her **fat arse, , , and get out into the world to see her favourite Ms Herbert.
Mrs H knew that she would be a little late this morning, as there was something she needed to do on the web at 10 AM, , , however, she had kindly said to ‘come when you are ready’… so, , ,
(I suppose I am ready on some level), , , always trying to string time out like it is some kind of elastic, , , at the end of the day it was going to reach its limit at some point!… Read the rest
ouchies in my soul
She didn’t feel so good , , , and she needed to process it.
An entry in her paper diary was good, , , and maybe these things are too personal to share in public.
Maybe just the process of writing, and connecting would allow her t o shake off these blues, , , this insecurity.… Read the rest
ideas in the night
There is something on my mind. . . so perhaps I should spill the tea!
I got the sense that my friend was interested in my dating event idea. . . but when I pitched it to them, they didn’t seem to jump up and down about the idea.… Read the rest