I could go a cigarette.
Looking for some kind of rushhhhh.
When nothing feels good.
Waiting it out.… Read the rest
Category: mood (page 2)
the desire to abscond
Maybe I have been feeling like I need to escape because of something that is happening with the moon and the stars.
I have certainly felt for quite a while now that I don’t ‘belong’ in Melbourne right now.
And I am not entirely sure ‘why’.… Read the rest
Ouchies – not an ounce of effort
I am sorry!!
I didn’t even TRY to plan a date.
I feel terrible now.
On my bus out of here.
And not in contact with you.
Ouch!
That is going to hurt for a good few.
S… Read the rest
music and writing for my soul
All that she could feel inside of her was. . .
Well, dear Lala, , , what IS it?
The feeling inside?
It is fear, mixed with disgust, mixed with intense sadness, , , perhaps. . . or is that shame?… Read the rest
nauseous grind
A weird energy,
That makes me want to keep the doors to my soul closed for a few.
At least until the energy of the evening shifts,
Into some other kind of mood.… Read the rest