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99 luftballoons – Nena

Bonne Nuit . . . I feel softly sad in my deepest of hearts tonight. It is bittersweet. . . But my concentration is blurry. . . or fuzzy around the edges. . . i suppose I have just never felt quite so EXCITED for seeing someone.… Read the rest

in anticipation

The plan was to draft an early morning hello for tomorrow. Something that would pop up and celebrate.

I changed my mind because I anticipate it will be a day that will hammer home the fact that I don’t know the first thing about Mouse’s life.… Read the rest

alone by design?

It feels late and I am so tired.
Mouse’s ideas feel like hard work for after dinner on a Friday night.
I wish I could trust someone here. I wish there was something solid to hold onto.… Read the rest

hell is overthinking

Everything feels wrong.
And I don’t know if it is just in my head.
But I feel like I am supposed to be somewhere, have done somethings, , ,
And now it feels like chaos in my mind.
I just want to sleep.… Read the rest

it is very early!!

Hello,

I don’t feel so good!

I am not sure if I can trust Astro, , , and also, that is true, , , the person who was ‘egging me on’ had no idea how things would turn out, ,, it was an experiment@!Halala.… Read the rest

interesting only as a log of my mind

I think it is true – it is better to be ‘moody’ than ‘hyper’.

Even if it took a good while to come back to base.

Maybe even if I never find my spirit under this rock.

Hopefully I can mend some of these impacts.… Read the rest

And it is not normal for me.

or something that I aspire to be.

I am a pin cushion.

what IS this crap?… Read the rest

filled to the gills with something strange

Where are the women in my life and on this page?… Read the rest

Category: ouch