wrong

What hell.
I feel like I should be on the coast.
And I am stuck here in this rut.

If my dream last night was anything to go by, then I am entering a new phase in my life.
And it feels bad.… Read the rest

grinding irritable

Irritability to the max.

And it is all my fault.

There is nothing to be gained by complaining.

It just drives the tone of life down.

Even if the substance of it is true.

Niggling aggravations are so magnified in this time of my life.… Read the rest

and roll

Just feeling like expression for the sake of it, , ,
not so smart!!

It was understandable that my trauma was activated in Morwell I think. Strange place, unfamiliar people. A man who wanted to buy me a drink.

I should get back to work!… Read the rest

chocolate hedgehogs

Ouch!
Hmmmm, , , I am thinkinf of things that my barista said. . .
That was a nice idea you had, I thought – about the musical outift.
Maybe we could be in a band together?
You say: ‘what do you?’… Read the rest

if I had taken more care

I am thinking of the little girl with the pink bike, who doesn’t want to ‘ride it’…
She said that her dad ‘promised’ he would push it for her, , , but she doesn’t want to ride the bike. She wants her mum, but her muchly mum was not there.… Read the rest

what is inside

Blah, blah, blah…

the comedown is one of the trickiest parts. especially when it feels like so much has been squandered.

strange, how my illness lifts on his last day. .. there is more than one reason for that. . .… Read the rest