wrong

What hell.
I feel like I should be on the coast.
And I am stuck here in this rut.

If my dream last night was anything to go by, then I am entering a new phase in my life.
And it feels bad.… Read the rest

the things I am supposed to do

Blahhhh.
It feels like a critical misstep perhaps, , , since, this is the last long weekend before Easter, , , and, , , Easter feels like a different world.

It is not so nice. To think that it was up to me to make the trip, and, , , do what?!?… Read the rest

grinding irritable

Irritability to the max.

And it is all my fault.

There is nothing to be gained by complaining.

It just drives the tone of life down.

Even if the substance of it is true.

Niggling aggravations are so magnified in this time of my life.… Read the rest

and roll

Just feeling like expression for the sake of it, , ,
not so smart!!

It was understandable that my trauma was activated in Morwell I think. Strange place, unfamiliar people. A man who wanted to buy me a drink.

I should get back to work!… Read the rest

Confused a bit

I guess I am confused very confused because either you are suggesting I go to the movies tonight, or you are encouraging me to date, or both.

It just feels a littlE weird you know? Like maybe you would like me to date other people to get practice or to… I do know.… Read the rest

chocolate hedgehogs

Ouch!
Hmmmm, , , I am thinkinf of things that my barista said. . .
That was a nice idea you had, I thought – about the musical outift.
Maybe we could be in a band together?
You say: ‘what do you?’… Read the rest