Post haste

Maybe it was that the Float was not so much a celebration of this day as an opportunity to show up for First Nations people?

I could have shown up for them there.

I wasn’t comfortable celebrating today. And all this week has been an opportunity to share the ideas.… Read the rest

noise

I think it may have been someone else who was messing with my compass today. . .

The noise, and the electronic chocolate, it had me come unstuck.

Before this era, I spent so long in the grips of it.

Neglecting a true friend.… Read the rest

Hovering

I am weakened again now.
And stuck between two worlds. With ten minutes to get on a train that I don’t want to get on.
I might stay here for a night.
I need to work out what I am doing in my business.… Read the rest

depth of sleep and other observations

I basically have a week of getting tiny snippets of sleep through the night, to catch up on now.

Given the depth of the sleep pressure, after just a tiny repayment of the debt, I get the sense that I am headed for some very deep sleep in these coming days,

It has been challenging being so teary, quiet and frightened, during these past couple of days since I reinstated the 0.5 mg dose of Ozempic, but I suppose it may be a small price to pay for the cognitive benefits of this drug.… Read the rest

something to be angry about

Trigger warning: SA and upsetting themes

I feel frightened today. There are some malicious people out there in the world.

This morning I watched a reel about a young woman who had been sexually assaulted by a number of men in a variety of settings in her car.… Read the rest

ooooch, back pain

My GOODNESS!!! I hope this is not too disruptive or disturbing to read, but my back is SO sore!! I think it is carrying all the stress from these past few days (or longer), and now it is all coming out in my body in PAIN.… Read the rest

Psychological side effects of ozempic – research and anecdotal evidence

I have a little bit of anecdotal information (and some research) to add to the Ozempic body of knowledge. It specifically relates to the psychological side effects of ozempic, and the emotional changes that can happen while using this medication.

A month or so ago I got ChatGPT to do a deep research dive into the possible interactions between Ozempic and amisulpride and/or mirtazapine.… Read the rest

Around the fire

Huddle in around the fire of my friends.

It is bitterly cold without them.

Chills of loneliness fibrillate from my core to my throat.

Find a moment in the warmth of the sun,

To form connection through written words.

Counting the moments until I feel their souls again.… Read the rest