Is there something else that can be used to treat my psychotic disorder?! Because THIS is CRAP!!
As far as mental environments go, I am not sure I have ever felt quite so bad.
Maybe there is some kind of hormonal happening brewing.… Read the rest
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Is there something else that can be used to treat my psychotic disorder?! Because THIS is CRAP!!
As far as mental environments go, I am not sure I have ever felt quite so bad.
Maybe there is some kind of hormonal happening brewing.… Read the rest
Climb back into my shell I suppose.
My mum misses the way I would call all the time,
I miss reaching out to my dad, to my brother, to my friends.
If my financial infrastructure was in place,
And I had safety guards on my public or social media expression,
Perhaps I could live with one foot in that world.… Read the rest
Landing hard tonight. And notice that I am emotionally isolated from the people in my world again. I don’t know what is worse – feeling distant from people and the world, or the chaos, the excessive, colourful expression and my ‘otherworldly’ reality.… Read the rest
Urgh. So, this is what withdrawal from an internet addiction feels like. This may be what kids feel like when their parents take their devices away. . . It is no fun!
And yes, it feels like dying, so what are some gentle things that I can do to ameliorate this distress?… Read the rest
Stuff this!!
It is one of those rare occasions when I get a glimpse of freedom. Except it is just another prison cell somewhere else.
Turtle has up and gone. It feels like an opportunity to let the whole ship slide down the street and out to sea.… Read the rest

And my reply??

One morning, not so long ago an interesting post showed up in my feed. It was a post about ageism, beauty, body image, technology and our young people.
Here is the post: https://www.instagram.com/reel/C3HD2cRPZpx/?igsh=OGoxbzA0b2liNjMy
I found it to be quite disturbing.… Read the rest
My body image ruminations make me want to find comfort and solace in the LGBTQIA community. This community knows more than anyone else about what it means to fight for dignity in a sometimes cruel and bigoted world.
Their rainbow flags and messages of PRIDE show such strength against such overwhelming adversity.… Read the rest
The thing about doing support work is the intoxicating potential of possibilities for people in my care. As someone who has a particular talent for seeing what could be possible, I find it very rewarding to stand back on my mountain, watch someone climb theirs, and see possible paths to a more meaningful and purposeful life.… Read the rest
There is something so healing about the smell of the salt water and the warmth of the sunshine on my skin. The wonderful sea breeze blows away all my pain. And this combination of all my senses together makes me feel like I can put myself back together again.… Read the rest
The other thing that I have been thinking of in terms of psychology lately, is the idea of memento mori. I have heard a few great thinkers say that it is important to ponder on the inevitability of one’s own death every single day.… Read the rest