If only I could carve out a little nook for mutual nurturance on this rainy Monday morning.
A little place on the web, or in the real world, that felt like a warm hug, or sinking into a brightly coloured bean bag for support.… Read the rest
Blah LaLa (page 3)
no help at hand
Soooooooooooooooo,
I feel too nauseous to eat and too listless to write.
I should eat.
A piece of tofu.
I should write.
Just to maybe say that I have nothing medical to save me in the short term.
I am going to have to ride this out.… Read the rest
maybe maybe
I do think that it might be a particularly good idea.
Even if my neurology is effed up.
O.u.c.h… excitement.
I am hoping you will tell me what you think.… Read the rest
a peak at sunshine
I want to say it is a spiffing idea.
I want to say ‘I would love to come and visit’. Especially when there is something so nice happening.
And I am feeling pretty average.
Conversation is not easy right now.
It sucks beyond every measure.… Read the rest
tables turn – out of nowhere
I am so tired.
And since increasing my medication peri is kicking my butt.
It was you who has strung me along all this time without getting in touch.
Now, I am at a particularly low ebb. . . and you throw that concept into the mix.… Read the rest
the in between zone
I don’t really sleep these days.
And expression feels difficult.
All this time. All these words that mean so little – Now that I am here and you are not.
Waiting around is just code for letting life and opportunity slip by.… Read the rest
beyond exhausted as well
I am not going to lie – I feel like utter turd right now.
Crap, crap, crap.
And it is true that it is more tempting to not post this – to just up and go. . .
I am not sure what to do, and every word is nauseating.… Read the rest
songs of a different view
yes, , , friends are precious. . . and perhaps I need to stay close to them.
I don’t know what is happening in my bedroom. . . it only really bothers me when I am in there, , , bahahaha.… Read the rest
pivot energy
I am not sure that listening to Sook’s astrology is the best thing for me.
Sure, I felt the shift on Tuesday, and since then. But EFF!!
Maybe I am holding on too tight to the idea that I belong to another community this year.… Read the rest
escapee hehe
lolololol,
you make me laugh, , , hehe, , ,
It is a good question, , , what the heck am I talking about?
What is this? Some kind of holiday!? Haha. .. I am still recovering, I think. . .… Read the rest