Blah LaLa (page 4)

practicality speaking

Maybe this intense visceral rejection of blogging/life’s burrs will set me up for a happier life in its second half.

Maybe that is one of the benefits of peri – cutting through the stuff that doesn’t serve us.

Because it is not much of a connection/plan/situation if I am honest.… Read the rest

wrong

What hell.
I feel like I should be on the coast.
And I am stuck here in this rut.

If my dream last night was anything to go by, then I am entering a new phase in my life.
And it feels bad.… Read the rest

the things I am supposed to do

Blahhhh.
It feels like a critical misstep perhaps, , , since, this is the last long weekend before Easter, , , and, , , Easter feels like a different world.

It is not so nice. To think that it was up to me to make the trip, and, , , do what?!?… Read the rest

fizzle

I am starting to come good. . .

And the reason why I am not heading up to the coast this weekend is because my Dad is coming down here for a family commitment.

It feels like something is unravelling, and that makes sense to me.… Read the rest

grinding irritable

Irritability to the max.

And it is all my fault.

There is nothing to be gained by complaining.

It just drives the tone of life down.

Even if the substance of it is true.

Niggling aggravations are so magnified in this time of my life.… Read the rest

for people

If only I could carve out a little nook for mutual nurturance on this rainy Monday morning.
A little place on the web, or in the real world, that felt like a warm hug, or sinking into a brightly coloured bean bag for support.… Read the rest

no help at hand

Soooooooooooooooo,
I feel too nauseous to eat and too listless to write.
I should eat.
A piece of tofu.

I should write.
Just to maybe say that I have nothing medical to save me in the short term.
I am going to have to ride this out.… Read the rest