Now that Mouse is not around, I feel a nagging urge to talk to them.
Probably on some kind of adventure where there isn’t much internet. Or who knows.
The sun is shining in my world and the afternoon is young.… Read the rest
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radio silence
I am not sure what I have done.
It was not exactly real I suppose, in any case.… Read the rest
alone by design?
It feels late and I am so tired.
Mouse’s ideas feel like hard work for after dinner on a Friday night.
I wish I could trust someone here. I wish there was something solid to hold onto.… Read the rest
hell is overthinking
Everything feels wrong.
And I don’t know if it is just in my head.
But I feel like I am supposed to be somewhere, have done somethings, , ,
And now it feels like chaos in my mind.
I just want to sleep.… Read the rest
something bigger than me
Maybe music is the only thing that will make me feel.… Read the rest
saying nothing
I feel sad.
I want to give up.
Reaching out when I am in a balanced state of mind leaves me feeling empty.… Read the rest
blank walls and empty spaces
I guess I just feel thwarted.
I send these thoughts and ideas out into the world.
But there is no real connection from you.
Or I am in my house on a wintry Wednesday afternoon, and you are leaving me alone.… Read the rest
it is very early!!
Hello,
I don’t feel so good!
I am not sure if I can trust Astro, , , and also, that is true, , , the person who was ‘egging me on’ had no idea how things would turn out, ,, it was an experiment@!Halala.… Read the rest
interesting only as a log of my mind
I think it is true – it is better to be ‘moody’ than ‘hyper’.
Even if it took a good while to come back to base.
Maybe even if I never find my spirit under this rock.
Hopefully I can mend some of these impacts.… Read the rest
a bit dangerous!!
The sun came out today, and I have a thirst that only beer could quench.
It is tempting, because it is happy hour – and, , , I am worried that once I start with a beer who knows where I will end up, given the mood that I am in!!… Read the rest