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maybe maybe

I do think that it might be a particularly good idea.

Even if my neurology is effed up.

O.u.c.h… excitement.

I am hoping you will tell me what you think.… Read the rest

I want to say it is a spiffing idea.

I want to say ‘I would love to come and visit’. Especially when there is something so nice happening.

And I am feeling pretty average.

Conversation is not easy right now.

It sucks beyond every measure.… Read the rest

I am so tired.

And since increasing my medication peri is kicking my butt.

It was you who has strung me along all this time without getting in touch.

Now, I am at a particularly low ebb. . . and you throw that concept into the mix.… Read the rest

I don’t really sleep these days.

And expression feels difficult.

All this time. All these words that mean so little – Now that I am here and you are not.

Waiting around is just code for letting life and opportunity slip by.… Read the rest

I am not going to lie – I feel like utter turd right now.

Crap, crap, crap.

And it is true that it is more tempting to not post this – to just up and go. . .

I am not sure what to do, and every word is nauseating.… Read the rest

yes, , , friends are precious. . . and perhaps I need to stay close to them.

I don’t know what is happening in my bedroom. . . it only really bothers me when I am in there, , , bahahaha.… Read the rest

I am not sure that listening to Sook’s astrology is the best thing for me.

Sure, I felt the shift on Tuesday, and since then. But EFF!!

Maybe I am holding on too tight to the idea that I belong to another community this year.… Read the rest

lolololol,

you make me laugh, , , hehe, , ,

It is a good question, , , what the heck am I talking about?

What is this? Some kind of holiday!? Haha. .. I am still recovering, I think. . .… Read the rest

I am not getting a sense of a big push of support for this escapist plan.

It was a full moon last night (I think), and I barely slept.

Now, I am considering coming back for a week. . . to look see some.… Read the rest

Angry, angry, angry.

Yesterday I had a vision of myself being VERY VERY Angry at a protest. .. I feel angry now.

And that would be a GOOD thing right?

To get angry enough to actually stand up and say ‘eff this!!’… Read the rest