I think it is true – it is better to be ‘moody’ than ‘hyper’.
Even if it took a good while to come back to base.
Maybe even if I never find my spirit under this rock.
Hopefully I can mend some of these impacts.
What a terrible mistake I made with my neurochemistry in 2024.
It is relationships that suffer the most. . . (and there is someone who seems to egg me on for things that are clearly bad for me – nicotine is another example).
Waking up in the night and stressing about how things are.
Losing sleep over the people I love.