Personal blog
Mouse’s semi-absence has created a mixture of emotions as notable events often do, I suppose.
The first impression was a sense of quiet, a stillness that feels quite welcome. I feel like their absence lets my eyes focus on the exit sign.… Read the rest
I am not sure what I have done.
It was not exactly real I suppose, in any case.… Read the rest
There is something so solid and comforting about the unfolding of reality sometimes.
I probably won’t sleep very well tonight.
But every day over the past few weeks I have become progressively less invested in the idea that I exist within some kind of expectation.… Read the rest
Estrogen is an interesting beast.
This morning I realised that I feel a little jealous.
It suddenly seemed like a waste of effort to invest in relationships that are so obviously side projects from your main relationship.
Although I am talking to a few people right now, I am not sure that I am a fan of non-monogamy.… Read the rest
I kind of thought that in that kind of situation it would just happen naturally.
That touch would be enough.
I am not so sure that is the case, or else – why isn’t it happening anyway?
I know I am not Robinson Crusoe.… Read the rest
This isn’t a new problem.
Back in 2003, I had a number of nice, flirtatious friendships.
I can think of two in particular that simply crumbled when the opportunity came to make things physical.
My pharmacological stack changed, but I still haven’t been intimate with someone for years.… Read the rest
There is something about the descendant – a sign in our astrology that appears on the horizon at the end of the day we were born.
It is supposed to provide information about who you are in relation to others. How others see you, and how we are in 1:1 relationships.… Read the rest
Right you are.
It was too much.
I needed to ‘stick to my fruit toast’. HAHA.
Well it really is a beautiful day!… Read the rest
Or I get the sense that my Dad wants me to be in Melbourne.
And I am not quite sure why.
I could travel the world, , , with this little computer book. . . Or I could be beachside. .… Read the rest
The advice is that if you are carrying the conversation on your own, then it should be a ‘bless and release’.
If they don’t ask you any questions, then it is a ‘bless and release’.
And if you aren’t curious, then it is a ‘bless and release’.… Read the rest