a little less invested

Estrogen is an interesting beast.

This morning I realised that I feel a little jealous.

It suddenly seemed like a waste of effort to invest in relationships that are so obviously side projects from your main relationship.

Although I am talking to a few people right now, I am not sure that I am a fan of non-monogamy.… Read the rest

assumptions, assumptions

I kind of thought that in that kind of situation it would just happen naturally.
That touch would be enough.
I am not so sure that is the case, or else – why isn’t it happening anyway?

I know I am not Robinson Crusoe.… Read the rest

where i’m at

This isn’t a new problem.
Back in 2003, I had a number of nice, flirtatious friendships.
I can think of two in particular that simply crumbled when the opportunity came to make things physical.

My pharmacological stack changed, but I still haven’t been intimate with someone for years.… Read the rest