Personal blog
This isn’t a new problem.
Back in 2003, I had a number of nice, flirtatious friendships.
I can think of two in particular that simply crumbled when the opportunity came to make things physical.
My pharmacological stack changed, but I still haven’t been intimate with someone for years.… Read the rest
There is something about the descendant – a sign in our astrology that appears on the horizon at the end of the day we were born.
It is supposed to provide information about who you are in relation to others. How others see you, and how we are in 1:1 relationships.… Read the rest
Right you are.
It was too much.
I needed to ‘stick to my fruit toast’. HAHA.
Well it really is a beautiful day!… Read the rest
Or I get the sense that my Dad wants me to be in Melbourne.
And I am not quite sure why.
I could travel the world, , , with this little computer book. . . Or I could be beachside. .… Read the rest
The advice is that if you are carrying the conversation on your own, then it should be a ‘bless and release’.
If they don’t ask you any questions, then it is a ‘bless and release’.
And if you aren’t curious, then it is a ‘bless and release’.… Read the rest
I feel sad. I am yearning for someone to love. But I want someone who wants to connect.
This online communication is very inspiring, but it has been going on so long, without connecting.
I think it will probably always be this way, and I will always be a byte of information through the ether.… Read the rest
I know that receiving a delivery of flowers is supposed to cheer me up.
How lucky I am to have a friend who cares!
They just make me feel bad though – guilty.
I can’t enjoy them, because my soul is so bleak today, that it can’t let love in.… Read the rest
I feel so sad because I never grew a human baby in my body. . . It is a huge wave of grief that pours over my soul. . . I feel so sad. . .… Read the rest
It has only been two (or three) days since I reinstated the 0.5 mg of Ozempic, and I am starting to come good.
I know that this is socially difficult, but if my friends can accept that I just need a bit of space at this time, then maybe nothing will break.… Read the rest