linger

I feel sad. I am yearning for someone to love. But I want someone who wants to connect.

This online communication is very inspiring, but it has been going on so long, without connecting.

I think it will probably always be this way, and I will always be a byte of information through the ether.… Read the rest

thorns in my recovery

I know that receiving a delivery of flowers is supposed to cheer me up.

How lucky I am to have a friend who cares!

They just make me feel bad though – guilty.

I can’t enjoy them, because my soul is so bleak today, that it can’t let love in.… Read the rest

In homage to men

Men are so beautiful.

i will share an interesting article soon that mentions the fact that in America at least, men feel unimportant because they are no longer needed as ‘breadwinners’ in relationships.

I have never been the type to expect ‘bread’ from a man (apart from a general sense of generosity perhaps), but I love men for so much more.… Read the rest

the will to live

Something is sucking all the joy out of my life, and I think it might be the cutting down of this connection (but I am not sure).

If I could really trust that person, and if I wasn’t so prone to vulnerability and oversharing, that would be something!… Read the rest

a good reason

Another school holiday period. Something has clicked into place in my mind. And now when I see Dads with their kids, and family photos of men with their families I finally understand that this is what is most likely happening in Turtle’s world behind this screen.… Read the rest