It is me.
I am the one who is ‘effing this up’.
Have been doing so for years.… Read the rest
(page 15)
quiet day
it feels so quiet without Astro in my world.
And I am feeling ashamed.
Maybe I should turn my back.
The grief associated with that action runs deep – but that is to be expected, i suppose.
It is nice to have a day when i don’t feel torn.… Read the rest
school
What about school?
I want to go back to school this year, perhaps.
Studying what?! For what purpose. I know these are decisions I need to make, but the electronic noise is so confusing today.
This feels like no way to live.… Read the rest
soul shadows
I guess it feels like there are all these loose threads.
And I have been engaging in ways that are not based in physical reality.
So I have no real information about which direction to turn.
And these relationships are not even the most important thing in my world.… Read the rest
so stuck right now
yes. . . This *is bullshit.
I am slowly but surely sliding into depression. And I don’t know how to rebuild my world.
I feel like I need help and you are (mostly) so far away.… Read the rest
Love youse
How old am I going to be before DeLulu is someone I can call my friend?
It WAS strange back on the coast. Like I could have bumped into him. And maybe because for once I know this person in the flesh, that would have been a NICE really nice thing.… Read the rest
suits us!! (lololol)
Heh, I think you might be nervous Mouse?!
‘See you in 2027!!’ hahaha
sending lots of love to you and yours x… Read the rest
Could be much worse!! (lalala_)
Lol, at least you don’t have to deal with this !! Lololol
Middle East Tensions Rise as US Threatens to Drop Melania Movie On Iran… Read the rest
are you upset/and angry?? – – – sorry
China is upset with me.
I can feel it. (And/or see it).
I guess the point is that Mouse was always driving a stolen car.
And I played along, , ,like some kind of loose woman…
I am sorry.
I thought you were my friend.… Read the rest
then I would have to leave you, perhaps :’-|
I told Astro that maybe we wouldn’t be ‘exclusive’ until after we know if we fit together.
Somehow I find it difficult to think about meeting Mouse before Astro. . . not sure why. . . but if we met, , , … Read the rest