I am weakened again now.
And stuck between two worlds. With ten minutes to get on a train that I don’t want to get on.
I might stay here for a night.
I need to work out what I am doing in my business.… Read the rest
(page 18)
Stuffed up??!!
I am not excited. And I feel bad about the fact that I am on my way back to the coast.
90% chance of rain tomorrow and missing a gig tonight.
I finally got on the train and it feels all wrong.… Read the rest
buy whyyyy
I am thinking of the reasons that 2026 has started in such a messy way in my world (not to mention more generally).
At one point I remembered the cake that my mother had bought me for my 40th birthday, which ended up going into the bin.… Read the rest
locked out of my life
Locked out of my life.
I can’t stay here.
And I didn’t touch base, so I can’t go there.
This dusty life feels so so right, on such a different level.
What to do now?
Locked out.… Read the rest
dusty start to this year
I am so screwed. . . and I feel landlocked. . . this is not great.
And love forces you need to stand up and look at yourself in the mirror and look at all your flaws. . . … Read the rest
what is inside
Blah, blah, blah…
the comedown is one of the trickiest parts. especially when it feels like so much has been squandered.
strange, how my illness lifts on his last day. .. there is more than one reason for that. . .… Read the rest
what is the story with the cars ((out there))??
Hello,
I am feeling a little. . .
well, , , a little not so well.
it is just a headache. . . so it should pass with some aspirin perhaps.
The cars are getting quite ROWDY outside, , , and there is still this matter of my neighbourhood, , , some not so nice happenings.… Read the rest
one almum, , , haha album more. . . perhaps. . . and then.
‘I don’t want to. . . I don’t want to’
Hehe.
Prolly a bit easier to write when I have eaten a bite.
I don’t know WHAT I am doing, , , (if I am honest. . . aaaahhhhhh)))))))) –
It is difficutl to write.… Read the rest
too much fun!! *aaahh
Ummmm, , , hehe. . . what time is it?
I shouldn’t even be writing these words, , but I am. . . ((and that is not ehb))
Ummmmm, , , lolololol,
i thought ‘i shoulg go’ hehe. . . and I have had more that, , , lol, I can’t even write.… Read the rest
out the door ((then)). . .
There was simply nothing for it.
She needed to get off her **fat arse, , , and get out into the world to see her favourite Ms Herbert.
Mrs H knew that she would be a little late this morning, as there was something she needed to do on the web at 10 AM, , , however, she had kindly said to ‘come when you are ready’… so, , ,
(I suppose I am ready on some level), , , always trying to string time out like it is some kind of elastic, , , at the end of the day it was going to reach its limit at some point!… Read the rest