Oh wow!! Hehe, , , I just listened to an audio recording that I made in the middle of the night. . . It was so funny to hear. It is so funny how we can get so delirious in sleep.… Read the rest
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something to be angry about
Trigger warning: SA and upsetting themes
I feel frightened today. There are some malicious people out there in the world.
This morning I watched a reel about a young woman who had been sexually assaulted by a number of men in a variety of settings in her car.… Read the rest
vinyasa tears and toast, haha
Drats!
I think I am going to UBER over to the movies tonight. It is an extra expense, but my nervous system is so shot. I don’t want to drive, or catch PT.
I did some Vinyasa yoga, which felt nice to move the energy around my body, but I am so wrecked now.… Read the rest
and then
I guess I can’t definitively say that ‘this’ is a safe sapce. . . that has been yet to be determined, I suppose.
Safe enough for me RIGHT IN THIS MOMENT…… Read the rest
not again!! – – – appropriate spaces to process **stuff**
AAAAARRRRRRRGGGGHhh, , , the stress, , , my goodness.
I went to Facebook to VENT, which is obviously NEVER a good idea.
No sooner had the words come out of my mouth than the phone calls started.
‘Are you okay?’ You sound so STRESSED….… Read the rest
ooooch, back pain
My GOODNESS!!! I hope this is not too disruptive or disturbing to read, but my back is SO sore!! I think it is carrying all the stress from these past few days (or longer), and now it is all coming out in my body in PAIN.… Read the rest
like picking mushrooms
How do you know though? ? ? The men who have assaulted me seemed nice enough on the surface. . . My body didn’t register a danger in some way. . . so how can you tell which men are the poisonous ones?… Read the rest
In homage to men
Men are so beautiful.
i will share an interesting article soon that mentions the fact that in America at least, men feel unimportant because they are no longer needed as âbreadwinnersâ in relationships.
I have never been the type to expect âbreadâ from a man (apart from a general sense of generosity perhaps), but I love men for so much more.… Read the rest
Psychological side effects of ozempic – research and anecdotal evidence
I have a little bit of anecdotal information (and some research) to add to the Ozempic body of knowledge. It specifically relates to the psychological side effects of ozempic, and the emotional changes that can happen while using this medication.
A month or so ago I got ChatGPT to do a deep research dive into the possible interactions between Ozempic and amisulpride and/or mirtazapine.… Read the rest
sensory fingerprint of Sydney
I was thinking about how interesting it is that there is a kind of ‘sensory fingerprint’ that different cities have. Sydney has a particular feeling about it, and it is likely unique to me, with my life history and physiology.
A unique combination of culture, urban form and every individual’s experiential history makes a city’s sensory fingerprint!… Read the rest