Another night with one, or two at most, hours sleep.
I can feel a splitting headache coming on.
I feel like naps and chocolate.… Read the rest
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a door slams outside
I thought I should check in…
I was pleasantly surprised to feel so refreshed at 6 AM this morning, considering I had about one to two hours sleep over the whole night due to the interminable stressing about people I care about.… Read the rest
makes nooooo sense
It is true I think that exercise makes one feel sexy.
What are you doing on that side of the screen anyway?
I am right here!!… Read the rest
something before tea
Now that Mouse is not around, I feel a nagging urge to talk to them.
Probably on some kind of adventure where there isn’t much internet. Or who knows.
The sun is shining in my world and the afternoon is young.… Read the rest
radio silence
I am not sure what I have done.
It was not exactly real I suppose, in any case.… Read the rest
alone by design?
It feels late and I am so tired.
Mouse’s ideas feel like hard work for after dinner on a Friday night.
I wish I could trust someone here. I wish there was something solid to hold onto.… Read the rest
hell is overthinking
Everything feels wrong.
And I don’t know if it is just in my head.
But I feel like I am supposed to be somewhere, have done somethings, , ,
And now it feels like chaos in my mind.
I just want to sleep.… Read the rest
something bigger than me
Maybe music is the only thing that will make me feel.… Read the rest
saying nothing
I feel sad.
I want to give up.
Reaching out when I am in a balanced state of mind leaves me feeling empty.… Read the rest
blank walls and empty spaces
I guess I just feel thwarted.
I send these thoughts and ideas out into the world.
But there is no real connection from you.
Or I am in my house on a wintry Wednesday afternoon, and you are leaving me alone.… Read the rest