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pills with benefits, hehe

Maybe I just won’t buy alcohol anymore!!!

It has been done before!!

I feel good sometimes, lately.

except for the wine

My doctor is clinically insane, hehe, , , and I can’t stop laughing, , , hehe, , ,

She is just so strange. . . 12 red blood cells, ,, (two above the norm) and she sends me to surgery.

Poorly hormonal status and she gives me 50 mcg of estrogen, which is quite a moderate (not a small) dose.… Read the rest

hormones for what exactly?

It is very strange.

I am very trashed.

And it is not normal for me.

or something that I aspire to be.

I am a pin cushion.

what IS this crap?… Read the rest

love and reading socks

it is funny, no?
it is a big joke.

and we are going to be ok.
because we love our friends, and love our world. and love our enemies.

Or just because love will find a way, , , xx… Read the rest

i love you xox

It is a strange feeling. . .
The love, , , basically. . . and the idea, that it might all work out!
And the love.

I can’t find the reasons, the other worldly feelings.… Read the rest

no light in

tis a curious feeling…
Totally tipsy.
and, , , I can’t shut down this world, any further. . .
My voicey will tell me something, , , … Read the rest

When I talk to some of the medical professionals it seems more likely that this is ‘all in my head’.
In the middle of the night, alone and out of runway, the story in my head feels a lot more real somehow.… Read the rest

a little better!!

I feel so inexplicably happy 🙂

Maybe this hormone therapy is starting to come good!

It is a very exciting time in my world.… Read the rest

the only way

i woke up at 3:30 AM this morning. Shocked to awakening by the thought of someone I have let down.

3:30 AM

And now I can’t keep my etes ope,,, night night ((x))… Read the rest

filled to the gills with something strange

Where are the women in my life and on this page?… Read the rest

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